Yeah you’re right. In the end i guess i’m just a spoilt little girl making a fuss over nothing. I’m a pretty emotionally avaliable person, caring for everyone i meet and doing anything i can to help others. My friend actually said to me when we were fighting once that i cared too much and thats why i’m always getting hurt. That hit me pretty hard.
But even though I do try to be the best friend, daughter, sister, student, girlfriend, human i can be I am still selfish, always looking out for number 1. Sometimes I suprise myself with my actions, doing things that I know will hurt others just because it’s what i want, like dating my friends ex or doing things to annoy my parents.
I havent ever really said all these things that i always think about, its odd to see it written down.